EEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!TEASER"I’m terrified of losing it all, but now that I know the truth, I can’t go back to just being friends with her. This day has been hell, just by her withholding a small piece of her life from me. I want her. All of her or nothing because the thought having her as only a friend and knowing that I want more makes me feel like a big ass ball of worthless nothing anyway."